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Chantix has to be one of the most bipolar prescription drugs ever created. Every day, a search for the latest Chantix news digs up blogs written by fans of the smoking cessation drug, who often tout it as a miracle or a blessing in their struggle to become nonsmokers. Yet other users liken it to a nightmare or a curse, citing wild mood swings, disturbing dreams, and uncharacteristic thoughts of suicide.

For many people, however, (including me), the Chantix experience isn’t one of wild extremes. It’s more like a strange trip through life with a brain that feels somehow different from the brain you had before. You feel normal and behave normally most of the time, but occasionally you find yourself saying or doing something that is not you, and the realization that accompanies this uncharacteristic behavior leaves you feeling disembodied and maybe even a little crazy.

New York magazine recently published an excellent article by a guy who recounts his own journey through a landscape made murky by Chantix. If you are one of the people who are seriously considering taking Chantix but trepidatiously wonder what it will be like for you, read Derek De Koff’s story, which echoes the experiences of so many people in blogland.

De Koff writes, “After a few weeks on Chantix, I had managed to stop smoking altogether—but it didn’t feel like a triumphant turn of events. I’d become rather reclusive, avoiding calls from friends, and basically just shuttling back and forth between my office and my apartment. I began to dread six o’clock; it meant I had to walk through the streets again. The subway was now out of the question; it made me too nervous. I stopped going to the gym, too.

“I wondered whether Chantix was zapping my brain’s pleasure-delivery system to such a degree that not only did I find no reward in cigarettes, but I also found no reward in socializing, exercising, writing, or any of my usual self-stimulating tricks. I’d pace the floor, sit on the bed, channel surf, pace some more, try to read, but the room had a stale, sinking feeling.”

So many people have such enormous expectations of Chantix, but the basic truth is that it may work for you (at least in the short term) and it may not work for you at all. If you decide to use it, monitor your behavior closely. I’m one of the people who took Chantix unsuccessfully. Ultimately it was the power to control my own thoughts that worked for me, bolstered by the fact that I had spent hundreds of dollars on a drug that did nothing but make me feel weird, half crazy, and “out of it” most of the time.

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